Wednesday, June 21, 2006
[*$tiL.LnE$$*] ...hmmm ... i think my life is very routine now ... it's either i'm sleeping or i'm eating my meals or i'm watching or i'm online or i'm studying ... i have no social life ... i have no time for anything else ... typical singaporean student lifestyle i guess ... hmmm ... oh wells ...
i wish my parents could be much more loving ... why can't they try to be understanding to each other ... and why must they vent their unhappiness on us ( me and my brother ) ... don't we have emotions too ? don't we feel stress and have our problems too ? i don't know ... at times ... i feel my parents only think about themselves ... i mean ... hey ... we're your children ... spare a thought for us please ? i know you have your set of problems ... but we have our's too ... we're human and which human don't have problems ? it's not that i don't care about you guys or that kind of thing ... but we are stress ... with all this work and exams that school keeps pilling us with ...
hmmm ... guess ... i should endure ... they're my parents afterall ... and being an adult is more stressful i guess ... oh wells ... lousy earthly life ... i'm really not meant to stay on this earth ... i seem to disagree with many things that happening in this world and it's really bothering me ... hmmm ... but i'll do my best to be a happy girl ... cos i wanna be a happy girl ... so yar ...
studied in the morning ... i shall continue to study later ... yup ... cos exams are this friday onwards ... imagine the stress that i'm suffering from ... i think i'm just gonna die lar ... but ... whatever ... i won't die ... i will conquer this stress ... i will make it to J2 ... yup ... and do well for my As ... oh yar ... me and della will do our best to go to SMU ... then we'll be in the same school for like 16 years ? haha ... that'll be so cool ... SMU anyone ? haha ...
kaes ... shall go study ... and not be stress ... yup ...
love,
cheryn ...
posted at 6/21/2006 09:15:00 pm
